The Tarot Muse
Carolyn R. Guss
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Cards, Book, and Pen (Plus, a Candle Is Nice):
Tarot
and Journaling
by Carolyn R.
Guss, The Tarot Muse ©
Pablo Picasso wrote that “Painting is only
another way of keeping a journal,” an aphorism evident in his
works—particularly the still lifes—as he “chronicles” a romantic
relationship from its first ripe lushness to the tired, rotting quality of a
spent affair. One might say the same of using the Tarot—that reading the cards
is another way of keeping a log of one’s life. Laying out the cards reflects
our moods, concerns, questions, triumphs, and so on; information gained from
interpreting the readings can help us enhance the quality or change the course
of our lives as we are living them. When combined with the journal-keeping
process—a Tarot journal—the result is a useful personal tool that offers us
insights into and records our progress on the paths of our lives.
As a participant in and teacher of both
journal-writing and Tarot, I find merging the two disciplines a natural union.
And although I am mostly a “monogamous” journal keeper (one volume for
everything: musings, thoughts, lists, creative inspirations, gripes, etc.), I do
maintain a separate Tarot log of all the readings I do for myself. (I also keep
a separate, although highly sporadic, dream diary.) In addition I use my Tarot
journal as a forum for my evolving thoughts and feelings on the cards, so I
divide my notebook into two sections: readings and miscellaneous Tarot
observations.
I strongly urge Tarot students to begin and
continue a Tarot journal, tailoring its format to their own needs. Particularly
for beginners, the Tarot journal is an effective way to develop a relationship
with the cards—to learn their meanings and your personal responses to these.
As with my philosophy of journal-writing, there are no rules to keeping a Tarot
journal. You can record every reading or only significant ones; you can maintain
the journal on your computer or tape-record it if you prefer those forms to
handwriting. And because the Tarot is such a visual medium, drawing often captures one’s impression of the cards even more
precisely than writing. In creating her Shining
Woman Tarot (now Shining Tribe,
Llewellyn), Tarot scholar Rachel Pollack envisioned many of the images she
ultimately used on the cards in her journal: sketching them out, making notes,
etc. She originally intended to commission an illustrator to execute finished
versions of the cards; she was advised to go with her original images, even
though she had never drawn professionally before.
Although I occasionally tape-record my
readings for myself, I prefer to keep my Tarot journal handwritten. I also
record almost every reading I do, although I do not reread and refer to
each-and-every one, unless specifically looking for patterns. As with various
forms of divination, such as interpretation of dreams, reading the Tarot cards
over a set period of time illuminates a personal pattern. Just as one can
experience recurring dreams, certain cards will occur and reoccur during a span
of several weeks or months, then disappear entirely when a matter has been
brought to a conclusion or run its course. The Tarot journal is an excellent
method of noticing such repetitions and tracking their progress (much as
Picasso’s still lifes tracked the course of his romantic relationships,
whether he consciously intended them to or not). As with dreams, some readings
will be especially significant; others will be marginal or less meaningful. Any
miner would advise you that one goes through a lot of silt while panning for
gold.
The Tarot journal is especially useful for
gauging your progress in reading the cards. In Traveling
the Royal Road, the final book of her Tarot trilogy (Berkley Books), Nancy
Shavick states, “You can test your card-reading ability through your journal,
which holds the history of correlations between what the cards say and what
happens in your life on a mental, spiritual, emotional, and practical level”
[just like the four suits of the Tarot!].
A good way to keep track of these daily
developments comes from another noted Tarot practitioner, Mary K. Greer, who
details in her earliest volume, Tarot for
Your Self (Newcastle Press), a basic three-card spread that is useful for
keeping in touch with oneself, and is easy to chronicle in journal format. You
briefly meditate to center and clear the mind, shuffle the cards, and—with
your non-dominant hand—split the deck into three stacks, representing Body,
Mind, and Spirit, choosing the top card from each. The stacks can be
determined by the order in which they fall or be selected by using a sensitivity
in the hands, to “feel” which is Body (warm and “tingly”) and which is Spirit (“lightest, most ephemeral,” according to Greer. She
suggests that it is also helpful to leave a fourth column or space to add notes
regarding “Events of the Day,” which may have some bearing on the three
cards you have chosen. Of course, three-card readings can also be done on a
myriad of subjects.
Keeping a journal of these “mini”
readings—as frequently as you choose to do them—can be a useful tool in
demonstrating cycles, patterns, and themes, especially if you review a cluster
of readings a month or six weeks later, and make notes about anything that seems
pertinent.
Even if the concept of doing and recording
small readings a few times a week doesn’t appeal, by all means keep track of
the larger readings you do, no matter how infrequently. Be sure to write down
the specific question or subject you bring to the reading, if there is one. In The
Royal Road Shavick advises, “Much self-discovery will occur through your
Tarot journal as it teaches you about the workings of your subconscious, because
the cards so eloquently illustrate your personal story, with its ups and downs
and inexplicable twists of fate.”
I close with an anecdote. During a move some
years ago—halfway across a state to get married—I was panicking at the end,
trying to shove everything leftover and valued into my fiancé’s car (the
moving van having already departed, brim-full). I said goodbye to my three fat
Tarot journals (having just packed five full cartons of regular journals). They
just didn’t seem that significant,
given my desperately crammed situation; more than a little sadly, I discarded
them. At least six months later, I reached under the passenger seat of my
husband’s car, ostensibly to find a rag with which to wipe the fogged
windshield. My fingers touched those three lumpish journals, as my mind asked, “How?”
I carried them into the house greedily. During another move a few years
later—to a house we bought together—I mused, “Well, I was obviously meant
to keep these Tarot journals,” so pack them I thought I did (despite now seven
cartons of regular journals). And I have never
found them, in all the years since. What I learned
from them however, about the Tarot and myself,
remains.